My blog is dead.Yipee.

Ok...i shall stop talking crap & start talking bout my sucky life.

Mon...tracy came my house after extra class doing kh kerja kayu.i finally finish my kerja kayu after like 2 hours of doing tt engsel thing which obviously sux to the core..Found some information on racial integration.bla bla bla...go tuition.

Tuesday was suppose to go home & enjoy sleeping...but nooo...we ended up at sharlene shop finishing our portfolio & poster....and we did the poster in like 3 hours...unbelievable wei...lolx...but yeah...i went a little bit over on the glitter part...wee...oppz....then go home & enjoy my long waited sleep.

Wednesday got choir practise...i cant really remember what happen though...memory lost...lolx....

Thursday had full dress rehersal...aih...y muz i be short...this is just so unfair larh....very unfair...i hate being so so so short...y cant i be taller abit...but i still ended up with that shirt...so who cares...had interact meeting after school....the handover was very sad n touching...& congrats to the new BOD....went on with choir until 5....then go to tui...and at that time...i guess i wasnt myself...me & serah were practically very very high...until chitra cant wait to get into the car...oppz..& we went laughing non stopduring tuition...cause of it=lack of sleep.in conclusion,get more sleep or become a panda.

Today had choir practise from 7.30-12.30....not really dat tiring...but still...yeah...and apple so poor thing...kena from all of us...lolx...we're just so mean larh...went to tuition today....finally get to learn bout space & exploration...it's just so cute wei....oppz...i sounded like i like it..tt bad larh...

Anyway...i think i better be off now...need to go practise my piano & sleep...i really need alot of sleep...tmr need to reach school by 8am in the morning...and the concert ends at 5...there goes my whole week...& sun...spastic fair...just great...i m just so left behind in my studies...i guess after this i m gonna start rushing all my work...be4 i get any demerit points...anyway...i dun really feel happy now.=..just feel so down & all the memories just start coming back...

I just hate myself for being a dumb girl.

I just hate myself for doing things i know i will regret

I just hate myself for not grabbing it when it's still here

I just hate myself for being useless at times

I just hate myself for not being able to do everything right & ended up with rubbish

I just hate myself so much.




Si Wei

second time i m writing this post...thx to my comp which shut down when i was almost finishing it dat day.

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