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Si Wei 림사위
sweet eighteen
23 May 1991
Ngee Ann Poly [BA/ACC]
Convent JB '03-08
St.Michael
Magnum cheerleader♥
Venom cheerleader♥

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a cinderella story.
enjoy life.
be rich
an ipod/mp3.
a new computer.
St.Michael to get first especially in marching.
to have the best birthday ever.
new wallet.
try more new & different things.
do well in my exams.
more clothes.
straight A's for SPM.
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title: Photo-taking session
date: Wednesday, April 30, 2008
time:9:39 PM
Wanna know when's the fun time to just skip classes and enjoy life with friend?
Photo-taking session...woohoo

lol..as usually convent always have 2 days where all our clubs,sports and classes takes pics so that it'll be in the school magazine..and i can assure you..every year without fail,you'll see the mother mary statues full with students..cause camwhoring seems to be the best part in this school...haha...and with those crazy bunch of fellas (mostly my classmates)..photo-taking session just cant get any crazier...hahaha...

Since most of the pics are taken by the photographer who was all so pitiful running about everywhere taking pic of everyone and i coincidencely had the school camera with me...so yea...why not make use of it right!!!

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vivee,vhino,me and elean...

At first only 4 wei...suddenly...

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All the cutest and craziest friend i've ever met in my life.

fulamak...banyaknya orang now.After that,i went and find mel,serah,fann and hui yin since their photo-taking session was over too...lol...

First stop...

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the "zhuai/pissed off pose"..

i think serah and me were the only one doing it actually...since fann was giving the "must i do the pissed off face" look.hahaha...then we found pn emilda and started taking a few pics with her...

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mel with the OKU face!!!

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candid shot.lol..

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and finally...the 4 pissed off people with fann being happy she's short.

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us trying to act lala...hahaha...obviously it didnt worked out.


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oh mel OKU...we pity you!!

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what the hell are we here wei?!?!

the only the little pics i have in my comp now...shall wait until the fella develops the rest of the pics...hahaha..

mid year is coming and i'm still blogging about this...someone just slap me.bleh.i feel so lepak larh this week.

that's all i guess...

Si Wei


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title:
date: Tuesday, April 22, 2008
time:8:11 PM
Monday
Went to an education fair held in pan pacific hotel...which is so much better compared to the one held in hotel selesa...at least i heard most of the universities name there compared to all those ulu ulu college mentioned during the kursus kerjaya...had lunch with agnes and esther in kfc since the rest were like still in school when we reached there and they decided that they didnt not want to eat kfc...so too bad...

After lunch,we walked over to the education fair held in pan pacific...and lol...the place was kinda quiet...so awkward there...hahaa...we tried calling dephanie like 3-4 times...and after looking around some universities and getting the leaflets,we found them in the seminar hall...lollll...sat there for awhile before we decided to start browsing around since we dont have much time left...and then the whole gang of us...stopped at university of new south wales...

Advisor : Ok...first u need to do ur matrix then only you can do you degree and bla bla bla stuff...but first...just wana test you guys do you know what subjects is important??

starts drawing his chart...

Advisor : ok...if you wana study pharmacy,food nutrition and bla bla bla...what subject you think is important??

Us : English!Maths!Biology!

Advisor : Eng.yea..maths.yea...not biology...

Us : Wow...really..Chemistry??

Advisor : Yes.then what about engineering?

Us : Physics!!!!Eng..maths..chem...bio...

Advisor : You don't need bio...

Us :Yay...

Advisor : Mass com and bla bla bla...

Us : Eng...maths...

Advisor : Eng yea...maths no..

Us : guessing all sorts...

Advisor : Eng + Eng

LOL...that's only for University of New South Wales though...other university might require other subjects too...hahahaa...after chatting for awhile...me and agnes took a taxi back to school since i had to go back to school for my iu dance...hahahaa...and at school...kim,mercy,serah,harvenna and zhi ying were all in their high mood...hahahaha...

Tuesday
Guess what was the song we sang during assembly...oh yea...for some people who dont study in convent...it's like our tradition to sing a song every morning before entering our class so yea....we sang...

LEMON TREE

wahahahaa...no offence larh...but since no one in our class copied the lyrics for the song...all we know was the chorus part where suddenly everyone started to sing especially loud...hahahaha...and i got a demerit point...for not wearing my pj attire for the FIRST time...damn larh...anyway 1 point..and i swear...dont ever play football with our class...lol...our teacher kena quite teruk...

stayed back today for the dance again...and iu is coming...damn larh...i wish time could just stop at this moment...i dont wana reach our last iu...feel kinda old lorh...gtg edi...nothing much to blog either...

ps : pics can be found at agnes blog.
Si Wei


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title: Emo?
date: Friday, April 18, 2008
time:9:21 PM
Ok...i feel so semangated to blog suddenly...

anyway,agnes came to school today after being sick for like 3 days...lol...and mind you she's still sick.had cheering practise after school...and suprisingly,atiah told us many form 1 wanted to join and came trying out for the physical training...ok well,it wasn't as tough compared to last week...did running,skipping,push up and sort of do some ice breaking session with the juniors...

and guess what wei...

ARIF SISTER was THERE...yup...

and guess how heavy is she...

30KG!?!?

i feel so fat all of the sudden larh...damn larh...ishk..after cheering practise,sara dad sent us to omega...

Thanks sara...and sorry if you dad scolded you...cause omega was really packed with cars.
mi yan ham ni da.

Went to tuition...and as usually my brain was telling me to sleep!!hurry up and sleep...but my eyes was stubbornly wide open...damn larh..then went to cs with agnes...and while we're eating our lunch(yes luch at 5pm)at vivo...we saw this couple...yeap...a girl our age...hugging and kissing her bf...the both of us were like "OMG!!!what is wrong with them wei?!?!"...and i felt that the girl is just tarnishing her school reputation by wearing her school pj clothes...ah well,it's not a convent girl of course...if it was i would probably smack her in the face.

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us at vivo.

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agnes & me

Then me and agnes went walking around and guess we suay suay saw who...Tan Siow Heng...walau dah larh at school see her...at cs also...but anyway we went and lepak at mph...since agnes was kinda emo-fied...XD

anyway,a song i think suitable to describe my dear friend feelings

Taeyeon-If (Hong Gil Dong OST)
If I should go, should I go close to you
How would you think about it. so I am fallen-heartened.
If you should leave, should you leave me
How cauld I let you leave. continuously I am scared.

the reason that I ,Being fool, am only but watching you from a distance

is because maybe I am worried about your heart probably to turn my feeling away and so becoming more alienated between us
the reason that I ,Being really fool, cannot say 'I love you'
is because maybe I am afraid of the pain and the saddening days expected after falling in with.

If you should come. should you come to me
How I should do, really I have no idea.

the reason that I ,Being fool, am only but watching you from a distance

is because maybe I am worried about your heart
probably to turn my feeling away and so becoming more alienated between us
the reason that I ,Being really fool, cannot say 'I love you'
is because maybe I am afraid of the pain and the saddening days expected after falling in with.

the reason that I ,Being fool, cannot say 'I love you'
is because maybe I am afraid of the pain and the saddening days expected after falling in with.


Best friends
You're not best friends because you sit together at lunch,
or talk on the phone,or have matching clothes.
You're best friends because when she smiles,
a grin forces itself across your face.
No matter how mad you are,
When she cries you instantly feel her pain and want to cry with her.
When you look at her in the eyes,
You know there's no one you could ever trust more
regardless of how many broken hearts you've had
That's what it means to be best friends

Si Wei


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title: Kursus kerjaya
date: Wednesday, April 16, 2008
time:8:59 PM
Kursus Kerjaya

Well,yesterday aryati and florence came into our class asking who wanted to go for some kursus kerjaya in hotel selesa today...and as expected,everyone was rushing to sign up their name...since it was from 8-10 am...


Main Reason :

SKIP SCHOOL (half of it)


lol...so about 7.45,all the girls going for the kursus met at the bus stop in front of the school...and being sesated science 3 girls...we're all in our badan beruniform shirt(except vivee and bev) while everyone else was in their uniform.and seriously,the bus driver was one blur fella...he actually drove us to Mutiara Hotel..and some of us was actually excited the bloody kursus was there so they could go holiday plaza and makan later.

We reached hotel selesa about 8.10 and went up to the 9th floor.Since we're one of the last batch to reach the place...the minute we enter the hall,we're asked to fill a form by Olympia College.something about some signature competition.Then all of us got seated behind some other ulu schools...since teacher said there'll be an opening speech...ya my foot...after sitting for awhile...a man came to us and asked us to go look around...Erika bf was only there...hahahaha....jkjk...

And seriously,the place were filled with colleges that none of us had ever heard of...except for like olympia,rima and multimedia university...we din even know the rest existed...and after filling up all the enquiry forms and chit chatting...some of us decided to go makan...at first we went to the 11th floor...and seeing a swimming pool,all of us jakun-ted fellas went and took pics.hahaha...

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me and dephanie at the poolside.

Then,we all went and lepak at the lobby eating maggi mee at a cafe that supplied us with hot water.lol...and then,dephanie and vivee started their i'm-a-rich-girl talk about going genting after we finish form 5 and what they're planning to do..all the crazy maniac ideas...hahaha...lepak like gila there until aryati came and told us we're going back at 10.50...

So after sitting for quite a long time,we decided to continue exploring the building since we're bored to hell...and someone suggested we go right to the 27th floor since it was the top floor...and that's all when it happens...

When the lift opened..we saw erika,eva they all..taking pics...guess it's a convent culture...hahaa..we girls love to camwhore.Then erika they all went down since they have already been there for quite some time...so vhinosha being all so high and crazy decided to go and open the exit door on the right of the floor and started screaming...obviously,all of us were shocked went and look at what happened...

vhinosha : I think i saw a person squatting on the floor...

Then they went and check...guess what weii....



FALSE ALARM larh...all of us got scared for no reason...and the came back to the lift area laughing and rolling on the floor...then we went over the the left side...and the view was really damn nice...haha...not as in scenery nice...but we could almost see the whole pelangi area.

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the view from the top floor taken with my camera.

Then we went back to the lift area...then suddenly dephanie touched the table and noticed her hand was all dusty...then vivee added...

Vivee : Erh ya larh...like no one stayed here for a very long time...



jeng jeng jeng jeng...


all of us got abit scared that moment and quickly press the lift button...and while waiting...

Vivee : Erh i dont think this level is occupied larh...usually they wont have so much visitors right...*looks at everyone*

Me : ya larh...we all so noisy no one came out wei...

All of us : Erh stop it larh...

Melody : Wei,here got no reception lerh...

my gawd...all of us panicked and quickly checked our phone...then vhinosha went and tried opening the lift door...

Vhinosha : Erh can open i think...

All of us : Ya when you open it will be pitch dark...

Raahini : Then fred will come out saying "Alyaaaaa....."

All of us : *burst into laughters*


After about 5 mins the lift came...thank god we didnt walk down...or it would have been mental.
We got in the lift and saw a family from sri lanka and guess what the woman asked raahini

Woman : Which country are you from?

Raahini : I'm local...

Woman : Oo...you looked like you're from sri lanka...

Everyone : *look at each other and starts laughing*


WAHAHAHAHA....

Vivee was talking to the woman until we reached the 9th floor where our kursus was at.we took our bags since we only had like 5 mins to go down and meet at the lobby...and the lift were packed...yes packed...so raahini they all suggested we walk down since it would be faster...so we walked and Esther accidentally peaked into a ballroom with people having meeting...and Vhinosha thinking that it was the exit went and open the door wide open that the people having meeting there stared at her...lol...

the best part man...walking down the stairs...suddenly only...

Someone from infront : the last person will die...

and obviously freaked out raahini was screaming her way down making us screaming together with her...

raahini : don't leave me behind!!...ahhhh....*racing with melody to be the second last*

Everyone : ahhh....*racing to be the first*

Raahini : the first person will die first!!!!

(cant remember who) : the middle person will die first larh...

and so the screaming continued.we actually screamed from the 9th floor to the 3rd floor where we meet a dead end...lol...mok was infront followed by vivee...by the time they reach the 3rd floor...there was only a door...then...

Vivee : oh shit...we're busted...

Mok : ...shit wei...bloody scary

Vivee : erh that door can open right.??

so Mok and Civee opened the door to find another 100 more stairs downwards with no lights at all...so obviously they decided that they wouldnt wana go thru there and die..and the place was damn bloody scary with all the paint and stuff..so..

Vivee : erh dead end larh...go back..!!!

All of us went "oh shit",panicked and started to scream running up again...this time terbalik,Vivee and Mok was behind...lol...and there goes the maniac running again..until we reached the 4 level.

Dephanie : stop.wait...go out here..!!

Everyone :ok..hurry up..*quickly pull open the door*

And by the time we're out...the woman at the guard house was pointing at us and laughing...i bet 99.99% she heard us screaming down and up again...and pointed to the lift...hahaha...we found another flight of stairs beside the lift and vivee they all said it's leading to the lobby...so we just went...and being all bloody lame and overreacting...raahini they all started the "last person will die" stuff...and everyone started screaming and running...

Suprisingly,there was this sesated guy in uniform walking behind us...and the minute he saw us screaming...he ran behind us...lol...and finally we reached the lobby being the last group to arrive...

Then we went back to school laughing at ourselves for being bloody lame and having fun running down the stairs...the tourist might think that the building is haunted due to our screaming...lol..then at school...

Raahini : Erh sekali we go ask the receptionist...can we book a room at level 27 and the receptionist said..."what you talking about? there's no level 27"..

Me : Everyone's gonna faint there i tell you.

I realise i have crazy friends with crazy imagination..although i admit i'm crazy too...and seriously all of us were bloody lame but the whole thing was fun because of all the screaming and running...lol...there wasn't anything actually...but i have no idea why we just freaked out for nothing.hahahaa...


Best friends prove to you that if you have nothing but them
You have everything

ps : more pics will be added since most of the pics were taken with dephanie's phone or esther camera.

Si Wei

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title: ....
date: Saturday, April 12, 2008
time:10:15 PM
Ashita Hareru Kana-Proposal Daisakusen OST

Where did the burning tears, the outcry of love,
the sparkling days vanish off to?
If we keep wandering down this aimless path
we'll never go back to the way things used to be

If you listen carefully, what would
my heart tell me?
Every time I imagine the sky as it was then
In the depths of this filthy town

The gifts of god... loneliness and troubles
Just cry when you feel like it
Is this destiny?
Should we give up?
The seasons are like a magical cycle

Oh, baby... No maybe.
Losing "love" and without "emotion"
Pretending to lament
and just blaming it all on the world

Oh, baby... You're maybe.
Losing "love" and without "comfort"
The feeling of happiness
Wrap me in your arms one more time

The memories remain vividly
in order to love your past self
Your unknown future, looking from the deep past
is for the sole fulfillment of your dream

Who opens the door to miracles?
Smile, just one more time
Will you notice?
That key
is already in the palm of your hand

Why, baby? Oh, tell me.
Losing "love" and without "emotion"
Pretending not to give it a chance
Is it to protect yourself?

Oh, baby. You're maybe.
The battle's almost won!!
Feeling like defeat
Overcome... One more chance.

I talk to myself...
Oh, baby. No, maybe.
Losing "love" and without "emotion"?
Pretending to lament
The only thing left is regret

Oh, baby. Smile baby.
That life of yours isn't for eternity
Everyone whispers softly to themselves
deep inside their hearts

"Will the sun come out tomorrow...?"
Underneath the distant sky

personally i think it's a very nice and meaningful song

*******
Sometimes i wish i was a better person
a better friend
I'm sorry..but somehow..
I wish you could have some trust in me
I wish you could have understand me
I hope you would be the one..
but i guess it's just my wishful thinking.

****
Life's pretty much the same...
cheering practise started already...and i swear...i'm FAT!!!!
10 rounds around the volleyball court,100 times skipping,a few running exercises and 30 push ups almost killed me...
but yeah...i survived!!!
some pics could be found on agnes blog since i'm too lazy to upload it here.XD

Mid year is like less than a month...and i'm still a lazy pig..
someone please slap some sense into me..
and my moral tugasan is still untouched although pn rathi wants it on MONDAY.yes.shit.

besides that,nothing much happened this week though...

siwei


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