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Si Wei 림사위
sweet eighteen
23 May 1991
Ngee Ann Poly [BA/ACC]
Convent JB '03-08
St.Michael
Magnum cheerleader♥
Venom cheerleader♥

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everything i love♥

my family & friends
my doggie
travel around the world
sleep
cheerleading♥
listening to music
drama addict
KIM BUM♥

everything i want

a cinderella story.
enjoy life.
be rich
an ipod/mp3.
a new computer.
St.Michael to get first especially in marching.
to have the best birthday ever.
new wallet.
try more new & different things.
do well in my exams.
more clothes.
straight A's for SPM.
meet kimbum in real life.=)

quote♥
I wish I had the guts to be,
Who I've always wanted to be


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title: Updates.
date: Friday, March 27, 2009
time:10:01 PM
Sorry for the lack of updates.i just didn't have the mood to blog for the past week.

Anyway before i continue ranting about my life...

Happy 81st Birthday Sarah Grandma!!!



Hehehee...now you're officially an adult.I hope you will be having a lovely time today...and don't forget to wear your koala hat.XDXD
You better wear the present me and sharlene gave you often!!And think about us incase i'm not in the same school as both of you.T.T
I love you!

Anyway,started college life in Sunway.Ok maybe i'm still new to this so i'm taking it abit badly.Well..maybe i still need time to get used to this life and also make new friends...mind you my classes are BORING cause i only know like only a few new friends and it's like we hardly talk or anything since they belong more to the chinese group.Tracy,Esther and Vivee seems happy since they have each other.=( though ausmat is crazy shit with all the homeworks..maybe i should learn to be an ah lian.XDXD

I'm really tired to be blogging now.Had 7 hours of lesson today and my brain is definitely tired at absorbing all the new stuff especially economics.T.T
Revising 8 hours a day seems impossible now.ishk.

I've finally gotten the answer i have been curious about.Though the answer may not be what i expected but still thanks.I'll not shed anymore tears.Thanks for being honest with me.Now it's time to move on.

Why am i still confused?
Why am i upset?
Why do i feel greedy?
Why do i want to travel both roads so badly?
Why cant i give one of it up?
Why is life unfair?
Why is God putting my through all these?
Times like this makes me wish i could go back to being a kid.


I wish Time is a better friend...it is always running away.




Will try and update more next time.
Si Wei


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title: SPM results
date: Monday, March 16, 2009
time:12:33 AM
Ok i know this blog is like dead at the moment.I'm sorry!!!There's just alot of stuff going thru my brain now..and i'm going mad....

Anyway...

Congrats to everyone who has gotten their SPM results!!!And thank you to those that have congratulate me.

I seriously didnt expect to get those results because well...i'm not actually the smart kind of student and i seriously slack alot during Form 4 and 5.But still..thank God i made it.phew.
I know some are quite upset they didn't managed to achieved their target...but well there's still other things waiting ahead.

Yeap finally some of us (especiall me) can finally relax abit.I know everyone's freaking nervous about it...well maybe not for those who are already in college.
Now to the harder part...finding the right course and the right college.*starts banging my head on the wall*..never ending dilemmas...

Haih...should i take A Levels?
or Ausmat?
or should i just go Poly in Singapore?
Would i do well in those courses?

Times like this makes me wish i could predict the future.T.T

If I have to choose between Time and Procrastination, I'll choose Time, but Procrastination will always get me. How unfair life is.
I wish Time is a better friend...it is always running away.


PS : I'll blog more after i've decided what course i'm doing.currently very freaked out about everything!

Si Wei


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title: Survey
date: Wednesday, March 11, 2009
time:4:30 PM
Biodata
1) Which school did you go to?
Convent JB

2) What classes were you in?
1E,2A,3C,4Sc2 and 5Sc3

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
Errrr.....lessons where i can sleep??..i dont really have a particular favourite lesson since i love all...except maybe a tiny bit of myself wish i could skip bio lessons more.XD

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
Right after the 4th lesson when the bell rings or when everyone is dashing out of the classroom.

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
Anything?

Style
1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
Si Wei,Wei wei(for my close friends),Si Wei Wei(thanks to suba..-.-"),Wei2(Vivee n my science 3 mates),laogong(agnes) and lots more.

2) How did you wear your socks?
Like how every single student in our school wears it?

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
Nope...i dont think anyone was ever.

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
Er i think there were a few mainly due to my fringe.

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
Seniors.

Punishment
1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
Oh gawd...no it's too embrassing.my science 3 fellas would probably know.XD

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
Erm thousand and one times during afternoon session.morning session would probably be because of cheering,marching,interact or choir.

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
Can't remember.i dont think i got caught before.

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
My table...but i do rub it off.

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
Pn.Yap.Sorry teacher!!!

1) Who was your favourite teacher?
All the teachers except coughwitchcough

2) Describe your DM.
No idea what's a DM.

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
Funniest would probably be pn.geetha & pn.doreen.
Loudest hands down pn.khadijah


Social Circle

1) Were you popular back then?
Nope.i'm a nobody.hehe.

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
Depends on the situation.but yea...all girls!

3) Who were your good friends?
I have plenty of good friends in my secondary school life and i'm not gonna list them.You guys know who you guys are.Those who had cried together with me and also those who had laughed together with me.Every single one of you guys are precious to me in a way no one can ever be.I love you guys!!

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
Who doesnt?

5) What were you favourite memories of you and your friends?
If i'm going to list it down...the list would probably never end.
There's a lot like in St.Michael,choir,cheerleading(from li ying wanted her wa tan hor,screaming like there's nobody in the hotel room at night to running around bukit jalil stadium during cheer 08),interact(preparation,practices and also all the shit madness we always do.hahahaaa),5 Sc 3(the siao fellas who everyday just cracks me up laughing at all their sillyness and dramas!),lepaking after school..talking during tuitions..and probably everything related to my secondary life friends!!


Co-curricular Activities
1) What type of CCA were you in?
Cheerleading,choir,interact,st.michael

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
Myself,clothes,medicines...and FOOD

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
Er..running,jumping,stunting,dancing,cheering,singing,marching,buying stuff,thinking,painting,acting and lots more.

4) Got injured?
Fell flat on my forehead when trying some stunts.

Crushes/Lovers
1) Who was your first crush?
That's for me to know...

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
And you to find out.

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your high school?
Yea had plenty.

4) Have you ever made out in school?
Gawd i'm straight!

Closing Ceremony
1) How did high school change you?
It changed me into who i am today.

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
Haiyo...LAZY.

3) What was your favourite question?
"Class finish already r?*yawns*"

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school years?
Everything.my friends,teachers and all the memories we had together.

I tag :
Everyone who's missing their secondary school life.

SPM results is coming out TMR...someone stab me please???
Before i hang myself.


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title:
date: Wednesday, March 04, 2009
time:12:08 PM
Ok i know some of my friends are either really really stressed over their college assignments or waiting for SPM results but still can't decide on which course you wana do like me.

So...here's something for you guys out there.
A video for those who are far away from home missing their family and friends.
A video for those who are feeling upset and angry about anything..
Sometimes life isnt as easy as we thought it was...
so no matter what don't give up in what you're believing in...
There will be something better waiting for you at the end of the tunnel.
Because this is just the beginning to a new journey.


credit : CodeAnalysis

And YES IT'S KOREAN...
but come on...it doesnt hurt to just listen to a 4 minute song.
And trust me the lyrics is beautiful..till it made me cry.
Because sometimes we're too busy with everything to even realise the someone is out there watching over us during our darkest moments.

OH BTW...

I'm finally able to drive!!!woohoo...isnt it nice...
Tracy might be my first passenger.XDopps....

SPM results will be out next week.God oh God tell me what should i do~~~
Where's my dream all these years??

When an enemy is clearly your enemy, that's not such a dangerous moment.
But when you cannot determine whether the person is your enemy or your friend,
the situation turns dire.
"When we come to realize it, we have already become a pro at it."

Si Wei


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