title: Good luck to everyone. I shall try not to blog until pmr is over.
yeap...i shall try...!!! and to everyone who is form 3 for the year 2006... Good luck you guys/girls in your pmr!!! may god bless you all...and score straight A's... Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. Imagine me without you Verse 1: As long as stars shine down from heaven And the rivers run into the sea 'Til the end of time, forever You're the only love I'll need In my life, you're all that matters In my eyes, the only truth I see When my hopes and dreams have shattered You're the one that's there for me When I found you I was blessed And I will never leave you I need you Chorus: Imagine me without you I'd be lost and so confused I wouldn't last a day I'd be afraid without you there to see me through Imagine me without you Lord, you know it's just impossible Because of you It's all brand new My life is now worth while I can't imagine me without you Verse 2: When you caught me I was falling Your love lifted me back on my feet It was like you heard my calling And you rushed to set me free When I found you I was blessed And I will never leave you I need you Chorus When I found you I was blessed And I will never leave you I need you Chorus I can't imagine me without you by Jaci Velasquez although it's a christian song...but well...i feel so emo whenever i heard this song...and it's grandma and my emo song...yeap...nothing more to say...better not make this post anymore sad or emo....haha... what done have been done... things we cannot undo forever... maybe it's fate... a lesson for us... which will bring us to the right track of life.. although it's hard and painful... it's the truth that we choose our own path... a path to our own world. Life is unpredictable...so to all my friends... even if i dont talk to you tomorrow... you'll always be my friend.  |
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title: PMR is in 9 days..!!i can actually count the days by my fingers...ahh...!!!!~
the horror....the pressure...everything.... i am going to die soon... just like this....  result of all the stress and books... anyway this whole week is like....bleh... everyday having latih tubi which totally bored me to hell...yeap... i hate exam...hate hate hate.. bleh...now the highlight of my life is PMR...the unlucky me... had the prayer thing today...kinda ok... went for tui...damn sad wei... tuition gonna end soon...i can still remember the first time i actually stepped into that place... the feeling that i'm never gonna go there again...aih... nothing more to say. bye.  |
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title: damn life?? I am totally sick and tired of my damn life. yes i know i'm dumb...i'm stupid...so yeah...dont rub it in anymore... i am already feeling sad enough without you reminding me about my miserable pathetic life. how true when you say "laugh and the whole world will laugh with you...but cry you'll cry alone." no one bothers about you when you're low... everyone just shun you away...or doesnt give a freaking damn... they wouldnt even care to bother...to busy with their own happy life... and when they need help they just come.... sometimes when you're down...the person close to you never notice it... but the person you never talk to can actually feel it... i give up.i cant be a good daughter,a good friend or a good student.... i dont feel good at all... i screw everything up....so why should i try to make things better... when it will just get worst...like it alway does... i asked myself...why dont i talk to my friends... because i am a burden to them....i am always troubling them.... plus wad can they say...domt be upset...i'll be there...?? maybe i should just dissapear...go to a world of my own... because i dont seem to belong in this world... dont ever ask me to study more...i know when i need to... i am already going mad...give me a little break please.. no one cares...all they do is say...study...a few more days... vkfdnvbinfiujhbn...bleh. gtg now...mum asking me to go off and study in my room... die studying...  kill me please..  all alone in my own world. |
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title: Friday
yeap...everyone loves friday...because it's the end of the week...and you get to rest and rot at home for 2 days.so yeap...rot at home..lolx...anyway... Happy Birthday to eleanor and miss yap... may you guys enjoy ur birthday...and may god bless ya in everything. back to friday. our latih tubi started...damn. i dun mind having exam...but i hate sitting at that place...i wan my old place back....damn damn. our class did bm1 & 2 first... well..better than other class who had to do sej or geo first... anyway after school...miss yap invited us to celebrate her bday... and look what happen...  look at their hand man....disgusting huh...its BLOOD....!!!Ahhh..... well...XD...it's not blood larh...grandma took the red egg and rub it with water...and poof...u get this...red water....which is mistaken for blood...ugh....yuck yuck yuck.... after that we went walking around the school...and guess wad serah found....lol.....  the paper wrote that pelajar dilarang membawa handphone....omg...how did i took this picture wei...??curious...hmm.... and dun worry...i didnt lie about taking this picture in school....lalalala....i am an evil student...bleh.....woohoo....evil evil...lalala...after walking around the school for awhile...me,mel and beverly went to tuition...study time... as usual..tuition finishes at 5pm...went home and get ready for planet shakers concert...lolx...and then at 7pm...tracy came...lolx...and we're like early there..about 7.45...meet grandma and denise...then stephanie and tracy sesated roaming foon yew 1...no idea why wei...they must be mad...haha... after that...sit down while waiting...and the mc start giving out planet shakers dvd....lol...well...giving it for free under circumstances...after that...the concert...woohoo...everyone was high wei...mercy,agnes they all joined us...lalala.. the guitarist is cute...yeap...and he rocks wei...but well....i am not over reacting like tracy...yeap...hahaha....tracy is currently mad about him...MAD....i swear she's mad....MAD took this picture during the concert... and guess what i got from tracy today....
although i dont really know who's planet shakers autograph is that...who cares...wahahaha...k larh...i better study for my pmr...bleh...3 more weeks i am free.... |
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title: Bleh. Happy birthday steph!!!
i am abit high i guess...so people out there...who reads this boring girl blogging about her bored to hell life....bear with me for the moment k...lolx... i hate september...because so many people birthdays on september.... damn...hardly anyone birthday is in may...except for kevin and my wife serah.... sad huh...and september is like practically everyday there's a birthday...damn...... formatif 2 is over...yeap...i tortured myself during seni... by drawing so many things...but well...i still manage to paint it finish... i must be mad larh...next time....STOP ME..!!!!! and lastly so so sorry especially to sharlene,sarah,mercy,melanie,serah and harvenna... for irritating you all with my cough...well...not that i dont want it to stop... but....i just cant freakingly control it.... interact meeting was ok...post mortem...was not very long though...lol...and yay...cause i'm in commitee service...i mean it's a change right...lolx...should be quite fun...weee....went to see doctor after that...i am on medication...damn.... what if something/someone you gave up come back? come back when everyone walk out on you.. am i suppose to believe in miracle? that things will be the same like last year again?? or will everything remain forever a memory... lost in you and me.. what should i do...?? to make everyone around me happen. because all i do is make things worst... there's a gap between us.. which i know we cant never be the two friends we used to be. no matter how hard i try... tell me what should i do... someone please guide me...  |
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title: The horror just begin. Formatif 2 started today.
And yes...i screwed up english again i guess... haih...i don't like english...because...i have no idea why either... oh wait...i think the only paper i like is maths larh... because maths is so nice...although i am like super careless and stuff... anyway today we took our bm,bi and sejarah paper...well...besically people only study for their sejarah...because that's the hard subjects...yes...necause you have to memorise so many stuff...like who went for the rombongan merdeka...or why siam menyerang kedah...or what's the freaking meaning of sejarah according to some guy or fella.... the pain... i feel so rajin...i actually studied sejarah for more than 8 hours yesterday...yes...and i still have nail all the question and facts in my head...but well...it's better than nothing wad...at least i can remember abit...because i seem to have poor memory of what i do... tomorrow...the worst part...science...and the best part...maths.... why must we talk science wei....haihh...i don't like science at all...because i just cant seem to freakingly answers the question during exam...or the paper just hates me...cause everytime i look at it during exam...my mind just go...blank....yes blank..and i start writing nonsense...which doesnt make sense at all...haihh... and plus pn.nor azimah said there will only be form 3 start from electricity topic...my life...ruin wei...why form 3 larh...i so so so prefer form 1 or form 2 larh...i hate the freaking calculation of voltage,currect or resistance...plus there are also other formula...kill me larh...i hate chapter 7 & 8...but well...i love chapter 9...wee...haha...not actually love larh...but i actually understand it... i cant remember what's the subjects on wednesday...because i didnt bother to look at the timetable...oh wait...i was too lazy too...went for tuition just now...our tuition time is extended to 10pm...is it a bad thing or good thing anyway...??? haha...just now grandma tried calling in 987fm but cant get through...nevermind grandma...can always try again...go grandma... i freakingly hate msn...damn it larh...when i need to sign in or want to sign in...it just have to encounter some problems...i have been trying like for ages...yes...since 7pm...chikin punya msn...but well...i managed to get into window messenger...which suck by the way...i better stop blogging and start my science revision...haih...for the last time...damn that stupid msn... |
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title: Family blog link changed To all the shitname family members:
our family blog link has been changed to....paradigm-shit so dont worry that the blog is gone. lalaa.... formatif 2 is tomorrow... time really passes so fast...and before we know it... it will already be 2nd october... horror day...for the form 3's.... anyway,guess wad...i could actually wake up at 9am...unbelievable..because i usually wake up at 10 or 11 during weekends....haihh....pmr...started doing my revision...especially for sejarah...coz it's tmr...man...haihh....i cant remember all the freaking tokoh larh...why must we anyway....to appreciate our grattitude??damn... after that went and cut my hair...and guess what i heard wei... a 12 yrs old girl ran away with a 34 yrs old guy... it doesnt make sense at all...!!! sicko wei...and that girl was sitting for her upsr...on the first day after her exam...he called the guy to come and fetch her...and she ran away from home for 36 hours...what the hell larh...stupid girl..i mean her exam...she freakingly studied so hard for it..and plus they only talked online for 4 months..!!!And i think she said something like "if siti can why cant i"....oh you want to know why...because you're freakingly 12yrs old only and underage to be married with someone or run away from home...that's why...and ur future is ruin...well...upsr might not be that important...but it's important to you know. Why cant u use some common sense about it...?The world is seriously changing larh...i mean what the heck larh...i am like speechless when my mum told me about it...crazy people....all sort of crazy things..even kid...like some 12 yrs old kid..can even run away..wad more larh teenagers being pregnant and running away from home...rape case also more and more...what's wrong with people minds wei...something must be wrong with them larh... to those idiotic who rape people...they should just die instead of living in the world...ruining someone life just like that..yes..useless also their existence..chikin chikin....go to hell larh...those evil people. isnt it great ? i am sick with my damn life.someone just switch life with me please. |
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title: My sucky life. I am so freakingly sorry for not posting for 1 week...
but well...not like anyone has been here. lolx...it sounds like so long since i last blogged...but it's only 1 freaking week... trials results are out.and finally over...thank god so much. everyone is studying more. i shall also be rajin and study more. we shall all study study and die. btw... Happy Belated Bday to Rachel & Happy Bday to Alyaa and seriously a very big clap to suba for organising the party... had an enjoyable time...on thurs. with all the yam-seng..(although only serah is shouting)...but well...it's cute...lol... well...for the form 5 who are taking their exam on that day... super sorry...we're just HIGH...lolx... haha... went to school today...although it's a saturday... to ganti for duno which holiday we're suppose to have... didnt stay for alyaa party though...because want to go home earlier... piano as usual... formatif 2 is starting on monday... my life is in hell again... damn...i hate the people who suggested students should take test... you want to know why... because exam kills brain cells,make me stressed up and worst of all...make me memorise all those places,things and people which is not anyhow related to me also. who gives a damn larh...how to count the work done...or how to count the voltmeter reading. chikin. i dont have much to say...so yeah...bye... imagine me without you i'll be lost and so confused i wouldn't last a day i'll be afraid without you there to see me through. |
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title: Saturdays...damn. I hate saturdays.
Because i have to wake up early like mon or any other days for school. that suck. Well...i still woke up for school... and when i was just about to leave...sharlene sms-ed to say she won't be going to school... dambit.*mel's word* Bus was quite empty in the morning... mostly packed with convent girls...who are over semangated to go to school. My morning was superb when i got to school and tortured my wife serah with chinese...yeap chinese...my lao ah ma...lolx...sorry serah...seriously didnt mean it...and i found my tamil teacher edi...thanks to grandma...who suggested perng...they're secretly together...shh...so yeah...obviously she will know whether her husband knows tamil or whatsoever.... So well...line up as usual...then went back to our classes...but... i don't know why...but the gates to the form 3 classes seems to be close...so we ended up in 5 Sc 1....went for moral as usual...pn rosmawati was talking about sikap keterbukaan...and went about the punk hairstyle teenagers have nowadays...and how they dresses....lolx...and about some sickness... Got out of moral...and yeap...changed back to our normal class...and yeah...i still like my class...for no reason...geo was boring today...fell asleep...well...not only me...grandma,li wen,steph and viveetha also...so yeah...can imagine how boring it was....after that cwent for recess...where i torture serah & mel more...lolx...too bad for them larh....i am innocent...!!!! Ah yeah...kh...dun remind me...got our test paper back.everytime i got something wrong...grandma and tracy will go..."oo...siwei r...."...no idea why though....but anyway...end of story...science not much happened....got out from school...met huiyen outside the bookshop...and she said that 2627 just passed...so...we went down...and yeap...uncle left us...!!!Uncle is evill...he left us...although there's like another bus...but duwan...i still wan 2627...because it's...hmm...i duno why...9766 is like hot & stuffy...plus the kids...arggh...they get on my nerves... So we (offically mad siao people) decided to take a taxi to ssi...to catch up with uncle...and yes we did...without think much about it...and when we got there...we waited like 15 mins...before our uncle who was laying eggs decided to come...he was at ec/seta...damn...we should have just went there...spare us for waiting so long looking sesat-ed there.And when uncle got to ssi...i guess he was quite suprised to see us there...waiting to get up the bus... Got home about 2.30...to check that my piano teacher called and asked me to go at 3pm for replacement...so eat & bath...got into the car..reach there just in time...got my piano pieces..but guess i won't be touching it unless october...because of pmr..but well...i still have scales...and songs to sight read...sad case...and here i am blogging about my life.. Every cloud have a silver lining. And you know wad...all my friends are my silver lining...because they're the one who leave footprints in my life.i love all of them although they're different in a way...  love the picture. best friends prove that it you have nothing but them, you still have everything. Friends are the one who will help you up when you fall... but best friends will push you back down and laugh. Never be afraid of how things are going to turn out in the end. Be afraid of the decision you make when everything turns out the way you didn't want it to. Si Wei |
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title: Trials all screwed up...and yes...i suck. I sucks.Yes i know that
To anonymous : yes i know i suck...and yeah my blog suck...so who do you even bother to come here...someone who says people suck are the one that suck more...and for your information...if you don't like my blog or whatsoever...get ur ass off my blog..  get that right. Just changed my skin...and for the first time...i actually spend less than 1 week choosing a skin...yeap...i am seriously very fussy about my skin...sorry serah...for troubling you the last time.... I love maths wei. First time i actually admited i love maths...guess why...because i love my graf...wee...and i got a freaking A...although it's not that high...but well...i still love maths... maths = drug. yeap...ask sharlene if you don't believe me... Anyway...i decided to start learning tamil or chinese as both my english and bm totally sucks...yeap...i didnt get a freaking A...so yeah...for people like me...maybe i should consider talking in another language.Well...seriously my trials is all screwed up...damn...i And don't worry i know my sej quite well...at least that topic...that our merdeka day was yesterday...so here i am wishing malaysia happy 49th birthday...although it may be abit late...because i was too engrossed playing scrabble...i played 12 games yesterday...joy to the world wei...first time i actually played so many games in a day. Back to the topic. trials... it sucks....yes it does... i totally hate it... it ruin my life...part of it though... i cant wait for pmr to be over. man...i want my freedom back... i hate studying non-stop and actually fit in all the facts in my brain.. i hate having to worry about my marks although exam is over. Savin' Me. Prison gates won't open up for me
Si Wei |
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