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title: relax. OH YAY! I'm stuck at home in Malaysia on a Saturday!
How wonderful... Sometimes I don't think I understand myself. I'm always complaining I don't have time to do this and that... Yet when I have the time now...I feel like i'm empty. Can't believe this semester is coming to an end...in like 2-3 more weeks before the long study break + YOG break kicks in and poof! FINALS! This week ended well. Finally done with most of the projects :D I&E Presentation went well. Super love my class ttm (even though we only met like 4 times..maybe that's why I loved it!) 4 lessons over the semester is just awesome. Viewpoint is finally done. Didn't managed to do much since Jake did it all. Ben actually scared me that we had to stay back at least 2 days to finish the damn thing. Turns out to be quite easy CAUSE BEN HELPED JAKE!! :):)...except for the typing part and printing part. Managed to catch INCEPTION! Like finally!!!!!  Mindblowing awesome! When you're dreaming, everything seems normal. It's only when you've woken up that you realised something is strange. And the best part is after the movie, you can't tell whether you're still dreaming or in reality. And somehow, this week turn out to be very slacked...no training on friday! I can't remember the last time I came back early to malaysia on a friday. yea...i always end up arriving in JB around midnight.How depressing.. But oh well, reached JB around 6pm...went for a haircut which my fringe is super fugly now. Korean dinner with mum! Makes me miss having korean dinner with Tracy & Agnes Realised my bro is at church camp. "Remember why you're here for" I saw it on a friend's blog and I just realised.. I forgot my purpose of being here...being too distracted with everything. Maybe it's time to go back to the route I wanted to walk in. Leave when you have to, Si Wei.. before things gets too complicated or before you get attached to it so much that you think it's reality when in fact it's just a dream. What's the most resilient parasite? An Idea. A single idea from the human mind can build cities. An idea can transform the world and rewrite all the rules. - Inception ♥Si Wei |
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title: Confused.  There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. Today wasn't a good day. - I&E presentation went ok. Nothing much and impromptu speech was kinda ok! I'm getting better and better at this man! - Reformat-ed my computer because there's this stupid startup repair shit. Damn system. Hopefully ACCPAC works fine from now on. Or not i'm gonna curse and swear at it. - Training went ok. CUI TTM but damn happy cause me and rachel actually got to midtier 2-2-1...wahahah all time damn funny combination! - I still cant do my left lib but I managed to do TTH with Dom. ARGGHHH stupid left lib. Sometimes, in life, you'll have to make tough decisions, No matter what, never look back and regret the decisions you forgo, Because you know it will all be worth it. Because this is what you want at this moment this second, And I really want to finish this journey with each and everyone of you guys! Just tell yourself it's ok, because you know it will be. For everything you've given up, God will give you something else instead. ♥Si Wei |
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title: Poly Experience + Cheer 2010 Fun & tiring week!
Poly Experience Had tons of fun practicing even though it was only a 10-men routine :) really glad it was all stunts up for such a short time of practice.  ♥ Special thanks to all the magnum peeps that took their time and came down to the CC to support us on both days & also our 3 lovely professional spotters! Super shag after 5 days of training non stop on a schooling week. On the other hand.... FIRST unassisted CUPIE with Tom!  ♥ Cheer 2010 I just did the craziest thing this year. I literally decided to go up to KL on Friday to watch Cheer 2010 which was on Saturday & Sunday! Omg seriously i feel so guilty for my body because it was literally damn tired and I forced it to go up to KL to watch the competition because of all the temptations. But well, had a great time there. Really glad to be back even as a spectator...seriously missed the atmosphere there. :) Met ZM and Graham there....got to know a cute thailand guy too! Gosh now i wished i studied in Thailand..   Thanks to Sarah Lim for letting us put up at her place :) :) And and Tracy, Vivee & their friend for like bringing us to SS15 for supper and also sending us back! Woot...awesome trip I'll say.  me with my awfully ugly eyebags after a whole busy week.  me & agnes!  with VIVEE! omg i miss her ttm!   Cheer 2010! I miss how every team will run around the stadium with their banner/flag/boards!  the 2 crazy girls that went up kl! Thanks for being my most random friend!  me & tracy Omg i miss her like so much...didn't see her for almost 2 months already! Congrats to all the Cheer 2010 winners...especially Cyrenz for getting champion. But i still think Calyx All Girls deserve it more (just my opinion). I'm officially voiceless now. For your information, I didn't even cheer on Cheer 2010 cause I lost my voice already. How sad!!!! :( And i sound like a tranny now. ugh! Decided to oovoo hwele & rachel in EAA class but oovoo sucks. Can't connect with 3 people!  I really wanna walk this journey with you. I'm still holding on to that little hope it will come true, even though I know you're letting go. Two of the hardest things to say in life : Hello for the first time & Goodbye for the last. ♥Si Wei |
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title: crossroad. I'm tired.
This week has been one hell of a hectic week. Too much of work to be done and I'm going down.  Somehow I'm feeling so helpless this time.like seriously. What's wrong with everyone? For once i think humans are fucking complicated. We want everything yet we're not willing to give in to the other party. When we're given what we want, we took it for granted. And now when we're not given that privileges, it seems like everything is against us. Maybe it's time to wake up. Life isn't always perfect. Time to face reality, it's a cruel world out here. The world doesn't revolve around you. But that doesn't mean we should give up on whatever we wanted to do. Like what I've posted on facebook yesterday.. Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. But the real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away would be so much easier. A quote from a fanfic i love. Life isn’t about the beginning or the end; it is about the journeys within it that makes life worth living. – WTTU I really want to finish this journey with everyone because I never got to do it the last time. But sometimes, some things are beyond my control. I really want to hold on till the very last moment...because we're all in this together. Si Wei |
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title: Random? I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me Sharing pillows and cold feet She can feel my heart Fall asleep to it's beat Under blankets and warm sheets If only I could be in that bed again If only it were me instead of him Does he watch your favorite movies Does he hold you when you cry Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts When you've seen it a million times Does he sing all your music While you dance to purple rain Does he do all these things like I used to 14 months and 7 days ago Oh, I know you know how we felt that night Just your skin against the window Oh, you took it slow And we both know It should have been me inside that car It should have been me instead of him In the dark Does he watch your favorite movies Does he hold you when you cry Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts When you've seen it a million times Does he sing all your music While you dance to purple rain Does he do all these things like I used to I know love (I'm a sucker for that feeling) Happens all the Time, love (I Always end up feeling cheated) You're on my mind, love (Oh, darling I know I'm not needed) And that happens all the time, love Will he love you like I loved you Will he tell you everyday Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say Can you promise if this one's right Don't throw it all away Can you do all these things Will you do all these things like we used to Oh, like we used to Addiction. Just love the melody of the song. :) Being alone makes me think of a lot of things and some things just seemed more clearer. Sometimes, all i want is just a simple life. Impossible because God didn't made us this way. Compromising to people is hard. Sometimes you need to be selfish just once in awhile. Somehow, I just adore Tumblr!  How true. ♥Si Wei |
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