title: Who am i?? Last day of schooling week...
went for tuition today...got quite alot of home though... but well...at least i got 3 days to finish all of it..including my school homework...thx goodness... I feel so weird...i have no idea why... i mean is like i dun really know who i am anymore.. who i'm suppose to be... what is my purpose of living... why should i suffer like this... Have you ever try keeping your feeling just because you know it will never be what you wanted..? Like how things turn out so different from how you want them to be...& all you can say is just a word "sorry"... And no matter wad you say...nothing can still replace it already... it's gone...missing..like a puzzle...missing a piece... feel like some part is filled with emptiness...& there's nothing you can do about it... maybe i'm just not meant to be the person you wanted me to be... wonder why no one ever take the time to notice that i'm not alright inside... when i'm laughing outside... just to cover up my fears....& at night i cry alone... just to please myself... for i am a girl... who doesnt mean anything to anyone... waiting for someone to save me from my own world.      Love isnt about finding the perfect person... it's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly... Si Wei a girl lost in her own world. |
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