title: emo life I so freakingly hate myself now.all though i have no idea why.
Anyway school was kinda ok.suppose to be having sukaneka today,but me & grandma skipped it to help suba with the font...and ahh...i offically say i love glitters.lol...it's fun.and i'm not mad.anyway did the font until 9.30,then went down for choir practise..it's been weeks since i went for choir practice...feel so guilty...ahh... Bla bla bla...choir practise finished at 3pm...went home and sleep.And by the time i got up,my throat already hurts like hell...it still does though...but it's abit better i guess..after drinking quite alot of water.damn...see why i hate myself... well,i been to some people blog and they sounded emo...yeap...i dont really know whether my blog emo ornot larh...well...obviously people are saying i'm depressed (like tracy)...maybe my friends is a Jz LeT iT BuRn........ says: wat cha doin? -Sĩ Wĕî- it doesnt make a difference whether you care or not. says: blogging about my emo life lol...i still dont think i see the need to be emo...but who cares...emo-ing time from now on.furthermore there's nothing to do besides that...because i seriously do not feel happy about anything at all.so until i find something to be happy about it offically say this blog shall be an emo blog..!!! Well i got something from arif's blog which totally makes me ask myself about it... Friends.Do you have many friends?Are they close?Do they spend time with you?To me,yes,yes,and yes.Many in my opinion.Some are close,and if they don't spend time with you,how can they be your friend?I love my friends.I duno why I suddenly become like this.Maybe the moon is full.Go look.Maybe I'm just missing my friends.You know,since I haven't gone out with them for quite some time already.Yeah that's probably it.-by arif Well to me...i do have friends.and they seem quite close to me though but well...due to the fact i hardly see some of them at school...it now seems weird even talking to them.i kinda agree with arif that i miss them...i mean if there was pmr maybe there's a reason for us to be missing them...but i miss them even more since pmr was over...it's like everyone seems so busy with their own stuff..i hardly see my friends (you know who you are)..i hardly talk to them like i used to...and sometimes it even seems like i dont know them...the whole world seems to be changing.. it seems like the girl who once happily entered convent 3 years ago was gone..gone faded in those memories and the girl i see now..is doing all sort of things just to keep a smile on her face so that she wouldnt look sad at all.i'm not the girl you once knew anymore.and it's already too late to say you care now..too late...bleh...i'm done with my emo-ing today... |
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