title: The road..  What lies ahead? Talked to a friend last night and it makes me wonder.. What is my dream?What do i want in life? I still remember clearly during primary school days,every year we're given a green card to fill it (dont ask me what card is that i cant remember).And at the back of the card,my teachers would always ask us to write our 1. Doctor 2. Nurse 3. Businesswomen/Secretary Stupid huh.i bet kids in primary nowadays knows more than that. During my lower secondary school days,i didnt really think much about my dreams.even if i did,my mum told me it was unrealistic so i decided i shouldnt think about it anymore..i mean who cares...i still have a long time before i decide about my future.it was always about my results...7A for PMR.afterall you gotta choose after pmr is which stream you wana go in (for me larh).. then only decide on your career. And then during my upper secondary school days,i was given a choice to choose what i wanted to study.still unsure about my future i just decided to go with the flow.2 years have passed and i'm still at point 1.If my teacher gave me the same card that i was given in primary and ask me to fill in my ambitions..what would i write?a decision which determines your future...how would u make it? What would you choose.. What u always dreamt of doing or what u think you'll do best? I envy those people who knows what they want to do after SPM ..those people who are sure their future. In a It's funny how we as a kid last time always want to grow up and be an adult.. but now i'm dreading it. I dont think i'm ready for the outside world. I shall stop nagging and making this post an emo one. Si Wei |
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